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Dear Jane,

You are the reason I have run away. I love the way we used to get along and now I just can’t bare the thought of seeing you with Stradlater. I cannot stop thinking of you and I don’t know why. It must be because I love you. I remember when I was at your house and we were playing checkers. I remember how your dad came and that entire day. I know you most likely do not feel the same way but I had to write this letter to you because I just need you to know and I need to hear your response. Since I have run away I have been through a lot, and through everything I have not stopped thinking of you.

The other night I was at a bar. I had a couple drinks, enough to get drunk. Even when I was drunk I still couldn’t get you out of my head. I decided to not call a cab, but instead walk back to my hotel. I had a very lonely walk and when I finally got back to my hotel I met a very nice elevator operator. We talked for a little while and had some good conversations. Although we talked I was still thinking about you.

After I went to that bar I ended up at my hotel thinking to myself. I decided to buy a prostitute because I was lonely. Once I bought her I could hardly even look at her because I was thinking of you. When I asked her to leave she got mad because we didn’t do anything but talk. I really just miss you Jane and feel as though I need you back.

Love, Holden